"Crying Myself to Sleep"
by Jelynee
I was filled with mundane things
And it gets my attention busy
But doesn’t keep going for long
And it’s making me crazy.
Hatred on my frail heart
As fate intervened a decision
That keeps hunting me until now
Every time as the clock ticks by.
As day’s duty comes to an abrupt end
As night envelopes the sky
When scenes came to a halt
And earthly noise became silent.
It makes me stop and think
In things that better be buried
As memories came clouding on my mind
And cry myself to sleep.
As hurt and ache come to a merge
Baffled mind’s asking if this is real
If this devastating reality’s what I’m living in
Then I’ll just cry myself to sleep.
Memories with a pleading danger
As it tries to play on my feelings
Conscience and guilt eating me alive
As I cry myself to sleep.
Forever scar and eternal gutted scar
As bruises that won’t heal
On my deep stuck beating heart
I cry myself to sleep
This seems battered and worn out
There’s one thing that’s keeping me sane and still
As I hold on to those promises
Time will come, you and me face to face.
Throw the past and start anew
Clear the things that’s making me blue
Have the warm expected from you
As I stop crying myself to sleep and with you.
